我們不做朋友了好嗎?

最近很喜歡拍天空.

覺得它總是變幻莫測.

很漂亮.

心情不好的時候, 總喜歡望著天空發呆.

它好像有一種魔力, 把落寞的心情掃掉.

偶爾一個人, 並不壞.

只是偶爾一個人的時間長了, 會有種落寞的感覺.

會回頭望望自己走過的路, 想起以前的種種回憶.

以前的自己, 曾經很天真的以為很多事情.

以為寬恕能改變一個人, 但真的錯了.

遇上了一個人從來不會回頭看回自己所犯的錯, 一而再地犯了又犯錯的人.

死性不改.

一直一直地在傷害身邊的人.

我放棄了.

對不起, 朋友這個東西, 我和你之間是不再有可能了.

我受不起這個稱號.

請你離開我的世界, 不要再傷害我身邊其他的朋友了.

挑撥離間. 是只有幼稚的人才會做的事情.

請你滾得遠遠地...

眼淚始終都會幹的.
人始終都該學會堅強些.

至親愛的你,

在這幾個月裡, 我熬過了我這二十年裡暫時最難熬的日子.

沒有你的存在, 我依然站得穩穩的.

沒有你的消息, 我依然可以過得很快樂.

謝謝你讓我看清你的真面目.

你讓我學會堅強些.

你讓我學會現實些.

你讓我領悟到, 這個世界沒有說誰沒了誰, 就活不下去這個道理.

偶爾還會想起我們之間的回憶.

只覺得好可惜.

不好意思, 我小氣了.

但, 我們不要做朋友了, 好嗎?

你總是那麼一個爽快的人, 我想, 你會答應的.
你, 要永遠快樂哦. =)

這世界上總有一個人, 把你傷得很深, 讓你瞬間長大.
我想, 你就是那一個了.

Worst disaster in my life.

Miss home.

After this incident, worst, in my whole 20 years..

I knew.. How important is family to me. The tie between us.

How tough is that to overcome all these shit that I created.

Thanks for being all by my side.

Things happen to make us realize how important is to have those people all by your side and make everything okay.

Make you have the strength to continue and persist.

Hold you with all their strength, to make sure you don't fall apart.

I love you. Love you all with all my heart.

Thanks for keeping me from falling apart.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Miss my pups as well.

My cute pups.

Happy.

Poppy.

Healthy.

Lucky.

 

Miss their tiny soft paws. =)

Miss my dears. Part of my dear. Love you all.

Miss you all.

Heart you all.

And lastly, to my daddy.

I'm sorry.

Really sorry.

I just want to tell you, I'm sorry.

And.

I miss you.

Really.

And.

I love you, daddy.

First time in my life, created such a 'disaster'.

First time in my life, I did not tell all my dearest friends that I've created all these shit.

Not a thing to boast around.

I use to tell all my friends what had happened.

Tell the whole world.

But this round.

I felt such a disgrace on my own.

But after this round, I'm gonna change.

Totally change.

Words to my family.

I don't want to make you guys down anymore.

Mummy, you've sacrifice way too much for me.

I love you. Love you loads.

Forgiveness is what I need and what I get.

I love you all. Really much..

Winnie.