Sunday, July 13, 2014

Missing Melbourne.

偶尔到了夜深人静的时候  总会胡思乱想一遍
悲观的乱想一通   什么都想

那天去佛堂拜拜   随手抽了一支签
翻译了说   “要懂得放下”.
总是得到类似的签.

放下.
扪心自愧.
太多东西放不下了.
时间就算过了好久好久.
那个疼却依然在.

依然留恋. 依然眷恋. 依然.. 那么地想念.
那些恋与念. 依然刺痛.
那些眷与恋. 依然清晰. 仿佛历历在目.

对我来说
那里的海和天空   特别蓝
那里的空气   特别清鲜
那里的月亮   特别圆
那里的温度   我特爱

偶尔我在想   若给我机会到回去    我是否会放弃这里的所有一切   转身就离开..?


那里的一切的一切
太想念了.
那些疯狂. 那种自由.

痛哭过. 疯癫过. 自由过. 孤独过. 开心过. 闹心过. 生气过. 烂醉过.
在那短短的一年里面.
太丰富了. 太充实了.
所以... 太难忘了.

沉浸在回忆里面. 是痛苦的. 也令身边的人反感的.
但要忘记. 真的不简单.
因为那是一直在妄想的生活.
渴望一直没有变过. 当中却多了一大份遗憾.

好多事情说下一年会去 Tulip Festival, Gold Coast etc etc.
后悔了.

人啊   就是要学会把握当下.

Missing every bits of Melbourne.



Sunday, July 6, 2014

Stephenie's Birthday!






Haven't met Stephenie and my Belo for years. YEARSS!!

Thanks for fetching me tho it was your big day Steph.. :3

Talk about loads of crazy stuffs during our secondary school life.
Like....
Why I hate you last time. What crazy stuffs we done etc etc.
OMG.
I felt damn shame when you guys reminded me what I did in the past!

Enjoyed the moment very very much.
Was happy to catch up with you girls!!
We should do this more more more and more!! :D

Glad that we did not lost contact.
And thanks Gaga for inviting me over.
I really miss talking to you guys.
Had so much fun laughing and laughing and laughing!

May all of us be well and happy and successful! :)
Love you girls! <3

Final is over!


Finally.
Exam is over!

Missing my boy so much during the exam period.

Thanks for buying me those herbal tea and rush all the way to uni after work.
Managed to boost me up. Psychologically heehee.. 

It's time for you to work hard now my boy.
I'll support you.
But first, promise me to give in as much effort as you can.

Love you. :)

A small catch up with Y.Z

Did not meet up with this girl for years and we decided to had lunch to have a small catch up session.
We did not really changed but both of us has less conversation now.
Like... there's a wall between us.
Was a little bit awkward tho.

We used to hug each other whenever and wherever we met in KC.
Thanks for your hugs during those old good times.
Especially when we were sad and frustrated due to many circumstances.

Hope you do well in your future.
Will always support you.
Girl, your hard work will payoff someday.
May you be well and happy.
And lastly..
May all your dreams come true. :)

Friday, July 4, 2014

Wedding dinner

Congrats to boy's brother.
:) 
With boy's mum. :) 
My curl looked so awful here... -.-
With le boy! :D

Glad that I'm able to accompany you for the wedding dinner.
Tho that night some "dramatic" scene actually occurred.

You looked awesome that night.
My handsome boy. :)

Was quite nervous before entering the restaurant.
But.....
Awesome food and awesome people.
Makes a memorable night.
:)

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Final Finals.

考试快到了.
这次的考试   希望是我人生undergraduate里的最后一次考试.
一定顺利毕业. 然后为我的degree画上一个句点.
我真的真的恨不得它快些结束   却又需要时间做充分的准备.

人嘛    总是那么矛盾.

考试期间最折磨人的是   不够时间   总觉得还没准备好.
考试后最折磨人的是     时间太多    准备好看成绩的心情却偏偏需要等.

快累垮了. 心理被那残酷的时间折磨得好累好累.




快点结束吧.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

It's RAINBOW again!!



Rainbow Rainbow MAMA!
Finally celebrated her belated belated belated birthday with her.
Sorry for dragging....
Was too busy with assignments x.x



PORK RIBS and PIZZA.

Anyway...
Hope you like the cake (I know you like it sooo much)..
And the instax... and the lunch.. and the dinner... and your tummy..
HEHEHEHEHE..

We like to fool around but I know when we sit down and talk about serious matter, you'll be super serious.
Thanks for being there when I'm so lost.
Thanks for cheering me up when I'm down.
Thanks for supporting me.. backing me up like a family.
I really really do appreciate what you've done for me.

I remember..
When granny passed away..
You called.. And both of us cried over the phone for like hours..
I can't really get over it.
But it was you who made me stronger.
Although we were miles apart that time..
But distance doesn't matter.

Maybe things changed in between.
Things happened.
But thanks for staying. :)
You really mean a lot to me.

我的脾气赶走了许多人   却留下了那些最真心的人.
LOADS OF LOVE. :)

Wesak.

Am too lazy too upload the Wesak-eve pictures.
So... these two pictures are sufficient I guess. :D


浴佛的时候  心里想了很多
浴佛给我的感觉就是让自己从生
把自己的罪孽清洗干净
从新再来
有些事情   在浴佛的时候   暗自下定决心了

我想把那个最黑暗的我   清洗干净
把以前发生了放不下的东西   一概放下

应该守住的秘密   一一守住
应该保留的   一一保留

我想做一个自己喜欢的人
我想改变
我真的
想.
告诉自己   还有多两个月   我就熬过去了
加油 :)

好多时候   自己一个   真的特寂寞
耳机是在寂寞的时候得最佳伴侣
挂上去   感觉好多了
听厌了   想让耳朵休息的时候
就到我们的老地方去看看风景   伸个懒腰
然后
就偷偷地想你
然后偶尔忍不住的泪水
偶尔受不了的压力
偶尔偷偷地哭泣
内心地歇斯底里
但我依然相信
会过去的
很快
就会过去了. :)

很喜欢这只小狗   谢谢男人 :)

 也少不了这只Kitty :)

很开心你看到可爱的娃娃会想起我.
真的
谢谢你疼我. :)



Saturday, May 10, 2014

MDFC Annual Dance Concert - VOGUE- .The Glamour Edition.

Let the picture do the talkings. :)

Rehearsal pictures :)







It was quite tiring as we do our rehearsal like.... continuously for almost a week.
HOWEVER...
I really really reallyy...
LOVE contemp. :)
So I kinda enjoy myself throughout the whole thing.
Practice.. Rehearsal.. Practice..
Feels really awesome when you sweat like mad after dancing.
And dance till you drop lol.
I enjoy the process a lot a lot a lot.
Had a fun time with..
"Feed Me Diamonds" + "Battle For The Beat" girls ;)

Was busy with assignments and dancing...
And was really stressed up for two weeks.
Nearly fell sick tho.
Thanks boy for the herbal tea, my favourite waffle and bringing me dinner! :)
Felt loved.
Really.. Sincerely from my heart.
Thanks dear :)

Concert Night







Did you manage to spot me in those pictures above? :)
Well, I was like.. super nervous at the backstage.
But once it was our turn to get on the stage, I was surprisingly calm.
I really did enjoy myself on the stage.
Memorable night.
At least something I wanted and enjoyed doing during my last semester.
Thanks to MDFC! :)


And thanks my boy for supporting me. :)
I know I was kinda irritable for the past 3 weeks.
Thanks for enduring, comforting, encouraging and supporting me.
谢谢你永远的包容与理解.
:) 

Finally...
All four assignments due on the same week is handed in.
Before I finish it..
I was kinda reluctant..
I don't even think that I will finish it in time.
BUT.
I did it.
Overcome with the "super high" stress level.
And I still manage to finish it tho I'm busy with dance practices and rehearsals.
I made it.

One thing.
If you believe that you can make it, you will, and you can.
And it is also important to have optimistic supporting people around you.
Thanks boy. :)


Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Meaningful

从女人的身上能看到男人的一切
一个衣着光鲜,神情忧郁的女人,她的男人一般是事业成功,外带小秘者.

一个泼妇型的女人,她背后的男人,也许就那种不善言语的老实人.
一个女强人的老公,必定是个普通人.
一个为钱奔命的女人,她的老公必定是个无能者.
一个精神出轨的女人,她老公肯定在思想上和她不是同一个水平。
世上的每个女人都是纯情少女, 一切的改变,都是从男人身上开始, 一个优秀的男人能使自已的女人光采照人. 一个无能的男人,让自已的女人满面沧桑.
光采照人的女人背后有一个爱自已的男人,有足够经济后盾,不用为生计发愁,天天健身,日日美容.日子过的有滋有味.
沧桑的女人,日夜为生计奔波,为了儿女的学费,为了老人的养老费而省吃俭用,更舍不得为自已买几件象样的衣裳.日子过的清苦和辛酸.
一个最普通的女人如遇上合适的男人,也会变的光采照人.
一个优秀的女人如遇上一个无能的男人, 也只能做个沧桑的女人.一个男人能造就一个女人,同时也能毁灭一个女人。
虽然在理论上说男女平等,但实际上男女永远不可能平等的。
一个女人选择男人时,只要男人有能力就行了, 但也只有经历过,才会懂得当初父母为女择婿时的苦口婆心,
年轻的女孩要的只是心动,是感觉,是长相.从没考虑经济和男人的能力. 当一意孤行走进婚姻时,才发现父母的话才是对的,只可惜一失足成千古恨,再回头已百年身. 道路走错了,可以往回走.人生的路走错了,却再也回不到从前了
男人不需要很多的财富,但必须有养家的能力. 男人不需要能力很强,但必须有保护妻儿的本事 男人不需要很坚强,但必须要让自已的女人有安全感 男人就该象个男人,负男人该负的责任,让自已的女人光彩照人.
以前提到结婚,想到「天长地久」; 现在提到结婚,想到「能撑多久」。 当初会结婚,说是「看上眼」; 后来会离婚,说是「看走眼」。 婚前,爱情是神话; 婚后,爱情是笑话。 男人花钱,是为了让女人高兴; 女人花钱,是因为男人让她不高兴。 嫁入「豪门」,要懂得理财; 嫁入「寒门」,要懂得生财。 以前的人,视婚姻生活为「一辈子」; 现代的人,视婚姻生活为「一阵子」。 婚前,男人在餐厅等女人; 婚后,女人在客厅等男人。
婚前,男人经常找女人「讨论」; 婚后,男人只告诉女人「结论」。 婚前,男人对她悄悄讲话; 婚后,男人对她大声讲话。 恋爱时,情话绵绵; 结婚后,谎话连连。
恋爱时的男人,喜欢「毛手毛脚」; 结婚后的男人,变成「没手没脚」。 婚前,情侣做什么都是「浪漫」; 婚后,夫妻做什么都是「浪费」。 想结婚,是自己已能独立;
想离婚,是子女已独立。 婚前的男人,大都很幽默; 婚后的男人,大都很沉默。 女人的记性,吵架时最好; 男人的耐性,结婚后最差。 恋爱时,一见面就「亲嘴」; 结婚后,一见面就「斗嘴」。
婚前,男人常给女人「空白支票」; 婚后,男人常给女人「空头支票」。
恋爱时,生活「妙不可言」; 结婚后,日子「苦不堪言」。 婚前,男人天天盯着女人; 婚后,女人天天盯着男人。 热恋时,总相许下辈子再结良缘; 结婚后,怀疑上辈子造作孽缘。 大男人,会「作威作福」; 好男人,会「作牛作马」。
婚前,「谎话」都是「情话」; 婚后,「情话」都是「废话」。 婚前,靠近一点; 婚后,闪开一点。 婚前,没话找话说; 婚后,有话也不说。
「成功」?对男人的定义是指能赚很多的钱, 对女人的定义是指能花很多的钱。 男人有钱就变坏, 女人变坏就有钱。 男人没有女人,耳根清净; 女人没有男人,居家干净。 男人「入错行」,上班会很痛苦; 女人「嫁错郎」,下班会很痛苦。
好女人,养坏男人的胃口; 坏女人,吊足男人的胃口。 婚前,男人像传令兵; 婚后,男人像指挥官。
失恋不见得是世界末日: 你的心也许会「泣血」, 你的荷包却可以不再「失血」。 出生一张纸,开始一辈子;
毕业一张纸,奋斗一辈子; 婚姻一张纸,折磨一辈子; 做官一张纸,斗争一辈子; 金钱一张纸,辛苦一辈子; 荣誉一张纸,虚名一辈子; 看病一张纸,痛苦一辈子; 悼词一张纸,了结一辈子; 淡化这些纸,明白一辈子; 忘了这些纸,快乐一辈子。
我想知道如果有一天我喝醉了,失魂落魄的走在街头。会歇思底里喊出谁的名字。会拿出手机给谁打电话。谁会着急的骂我你这个笨蛋,你在哪?站在那别动,我马上来。如果真的有那么一个人,我想,我这辈子就知足了。
有多少人,明明分手了,却还爱着 有多少人,明明还爱着,却说放手了 有多少人,明明难过,还微笑着说我很好人生中有太多太多的无奈. 

我就是这么一个:谁对我好我就对谁好。
如果你把我当回事,你的事就是我的事。
朋友就要真心实意,不只是你会玩心眼。
不要太虚伪,谁对我好我知道。
我不是没脾气,只是不轻易发脾气我可以装傻,但你别以为我真傻。 

有一句话我始终相信:只有在自己落难的时候才会看清什么是朋友,什么是狗。 哭的时候没人哄,于是学会了坚强
怕的时候 没人陪,于是学会了勇敢
烦的时候没人问,于是学会了承受
累的时候没人可依靠,于是学会了自主
一个人,如果不坚强,软弱给谁看。

Saturday, April 19, 2014

窒息的想念.


想念还真让人透不过气.
压抑在心里的想念超难受的.

虽然每个星期见面的次数屈指可数
但我总是安慰我自己   这样的我们会更加珍惜彼此见面的时光
但今天我真的   忍受不了了
像小孩子一样大哭一场   不停地哽咽

想你   我真的很想你
很想念以前总是可以腻在一起的时光   总是形影不离

恨我自己不能够驾车
不然见面就不成问题了.

日子过得很无趣   除了读书   就是赶报告

亲爱的...
再给我几个月的时间
过后   我就可以把高跟鞋换上   配上你的皮鞋.
等等我吧. :)

Rainbow


Accompanied by Rainbow mama on Thursday and Friday.
Thanks for coming over. If not I will be all alone again.

Miss those moment when we used to study and finish our assignment together.

We....
Act like a baby.
Play like crazy.
Eat like a pig.
Laugh like a fool.

Truly from my heart I would like to thank you.
You always ditch me physically but I know you are always here mentally.
You helped me so much when I'm in trouble and stay by my side during my hard times.
You were here. You are here. And you will be here in the future.

Let's keep this friendship moving.
There is still such a long way ahead of us.
Let's do this.
:)

Sunday, April 13, 2014

泪·累

最近一切都很不顺
不管是家里   课业  还是   感情

好累
压力增加了好几倍   偷偷哭泣的次数也多了好多倍
但现在的我不喜欢在别人面前流泪   让全世界知道自己的包袱到底有多重
总是晚上独自一个人浇花的时候   偷偷地哭泣
就这样   让狗狗看到我最懦弱的一面就好
把最美的微笑留给身边所爱的人

很多时候  很多事情   尽了力   别人却把它当作是理所当然   很难受
很多时候  拼了命想守住的东西   偏偏遇不上会去珍惜的人

爱我的人
请在我最懦弱的时候   扶我一把
请在我需要你的时候   呆在我身边
请在我累得时候   把我头靠在你的肩上
请在我堕落的时候   鼓励我继续向前走

不要在我懦弱的时候   增加我的伤口

爱我的人   不要伤害我

因为你们带来的伤害    会远比其他人带来的伤害   疼得多   伤得多

现在的我
需要的是一个避风港      不是一个满是荆棘的森林

Sunday, April 6, 2014

7th Monthsary :)


Was talking to you on the phone yesterday night.
Asked you to give a "speech" specially for me.
Heehee..
Thanks dear.
So sweet of you.

我是个脾气很坏的女孩   感谢上天的安排   让我遇见了能包容我所有的你

感谢那天的拥抱
你让我感觉
你似乎在向全世界宣告我只属于你的
呵呵
心里甜丝丝的
就是喜欢这样的感觉 :)

我爱你

爱你的傻里傻气
爱你的耐心
爱你的宽容
爱你的微笑
爱你的拥抱
爱你的所有
所有..

谢谢你

答应我   不要因为爱我而松手

七个月快乐. 
:)


Gaga's Big 22!

Gaga's Belated Birthday Celebration!

Cake bought from Donutes. :)

We had lunch at Jibby & Co. at Empire.
The food is a little bit pricy and small portion but it taste... AWESOME! 
Seafood Hotpot
Smoke Salmon Pizza
Soft Shell Crab Burger & Sweet Potato Fries
Smoked Salmon Salad


Happy Birthday Girl.
Thanks for listening to my problems everytime.
Tho it is kinda awkward when I start crying and you'll say... "Winnie, don't cry.. I don't have tissue.."
HAHAHA
Then I will say "Is okay, I have.. *sob* *sob*"
HAHAHA

Anyway..
Hope you like the pressie and the lunch.
May you be blessed with all happiness.
Stay pretty and healthy.
BUT. Grow FATTY please!
You are just too skinny....... -.-

Hope that our friendship will never end.
Love you loads loads loads!
Anddd....

GOODLUCK IN TREASURY TEST ON MONDAY.... :D

Thanks for everything and love you my JIMUI! <3