Saturday, December 22, 2012

Life, fated.


There's a saying that doomsday will fall on the 21st of December.
But everyone survived and nothing happened.
Well, I don't know if it's good or bad but life still goes on and on right?

Have nothing to do this holiday.
Well, holiday is always boring but short. You'll miss it when it comes to an end.
Will be busy packing up my things soon and head back to Malaysia on the 28th of January 2013.
Withdrawing from Melbourne Uni.
Maybe everything is fated.
Fated to be that way.
Who cares if it is fated or not? Life still goes on.
Who cares if you are tired or not? Heads up and just keep on walking.
Who cares if you are dying or not? Time ticks and never come back.
Who cares?
Might be facing all those peer pressure back in Malaysia.
But everyone will forget about it. Not now, but eventually.

I've grown during this holiday.
Much more mature than before.
Learnt a lot of things during this short holiday.
Life is all about a process of learning and growing.
It's only a transition period right now.
Everything will be alright. Not now but eventually.
Have faith in fate. And stay strong.

Monday, December 17, 2012







谢谢你这几天来的陪伴.
以为假期会是一个人独自度过, 但很庆幸有一班朋友的陪伴. 
谢谢了. 
不会忘记在这个假期里所做的疯狂事情.
凌晨去等日出, 等等等.. :)
那些疯狂到来又美好的回忆, 应该没那么容易被遗忘吧.
真的很开心认识你们.

Friday, December 7, 2012

成事不足, 敗事有餘.

我是個成事不足, 敗事有餘的傢伙.
自問自己令身邊的人失望了無數次.
有時候真的很懷疑自己所做的決定.
之前一直在想, 過來這裡是不是一個很錯的決定, 果然.
事實證明了我真的錯得徹底.
現在我真的不知道我該怎麼辦..
很沒有方向, 很無助.
真該死的我....
是該繼續留下或離開?
也許也輪不到我決定吧..
愚蠢的我. 愚蠢的鄭韻妮.