I miss you.

You said you will always be there for me.

But now.

I don't even have the courage to call you or to find you when I need you the most.

I thought things changed for good.

But I was wrong.

Cried for the changes.

Cried for our friendship.

Cried for what we used to be.

I miss our old times.

I miss you calling me pig pig ju.

I miss calling you bazang, rainbow mama, etc.

I miss everything which was used to be.

I hate crying alone without you in the dark.

I don't know what I should do to make everything back to square one.

I'm totally exhausted.