一个人

有时候   在想   是不是有些东西   现在就好开始慢慢习惯

反正以后的日子   渐渐就会成为那个模样

早些习惯   是否会更好?

:)

有时候会盯着你眼角那道伤疤看

会想象劳动节那天

你一个人坐在医院   头包着纱布   孤零零地   等着

那个场景   想了   偶尔会有些心疼

一个人   的确很不好受

还没习惯一个人以前   总觉得自己走到哪里都显得好狼狈

不像在澳洲的时候   只要戴上耳机   就可以自己一个   走到哪里都行

音乐   就就像一个防空洞一样

只要沉浸在其中   仿佛什么都可以变得无所谓

但现在
有一个大大个的避风港   就在我身边
感谢你的出现
我的防空洞. :)

When your heart doesn't tell the truth , pain will give you the answer.

Dance and Dinner Party.

:)

 With pretty Ledi and our head of contemp, Shu-Lyn. :)

Before performance.

During performance.

Finally.

All our hard work paid off.

Though it is imperfect but still, to me I feel that we have performed our best.

And, it is successful. :)

All those pain, cramp and blue-blacks are worth it.

Dancing are really fun.

It can help you to forget all your worries for a while.

Enjoy the music, feel the lyrics.

And express your feelings through your dance.

This. Is. Contemporary. :)

Had loads of fun.

Dancing.

Is still part of my life I guess.

:)

Practicing 'Bleeding Love'. :)

Prom Night.

Awesome prom night held at The Majestic Hotel.

The food is awesome.

BUT.

They clear off my dessert before I finish it.

:(

Me and boy miss the dessert.

With the pretty Gaga. :)

With my boy. :)

 Credits to boy. :)

It was really an awesome night.

Another special night to be remembered.

Thanks to Fang Yin for helping out with my make-up.

Thanks thanks thanks. :)

Life.

Personally love this picture a lot. :)

Took this picture outside my exam hall when I was still studying in Melbourne.

Edited a little bit on it's brightness and contrast. No added effect. 

In life we choose our own path.

Every decision contributes a little to our future pathway.

Every step forward we take now, is a step towards achieving something bigger,

and better than our current situation.

However,

Every step towards the goal

requires sacrifice, suffering and struggling. 

What we need to do, is to overcome all these.

What I really want, is to be a happier and optimistic girl.

I'm still working hard towards my goal.

I'm still learning, to count my blessings instead of my problems.

So please, do bear with me while I'm still learning.

Some bits of pieces of me are missing.

I'm imperfect.

But those imperfectness made me a true Winnie.

And I'm glad and blessed.

For what I am.

Happy-Winnie-wannabe. :)

Random.

在乎与不在乎之间   是否能够找到一个平衡点.

Rainbow. :)

 

 One year difference.

Year 1 and Year 2. 

I guess both of us grew fatter? :D

To be frank..
I miss our Year 1 life a lot.
A LOT.
Read your full-of-spiderweb blog again and again.
And what really catches my eyes is this very particular sentence 'Everybody changes and this is life.'

I still remember, I notice this very special girl since day 1 in Sunway.
Never ever cross my mind that my first year in uni will be that 'colorful'.
Because a girl name Rainbow walked in my life since that day.
When I first saw her, the first thought of me is.....
'Why this girl so weird? Say hi to everyone in uni and introduce herself and asked people's number so randomly?'
And later on, she walked to me and say....
'Hi, my name is Rainbow. What's your name? Nice to meet you.'
Plus a handshake.
Haha.
And at that time, I was kinda shocked..
And I thought that 'Oh my, this weird girl is talking to me.....'
But later on, she accompanied me for lunch and taught me econs as I entered uni during week 2.
She treated me really good. Really really really good.

My first impression when she taught me econs is: Wow, this girl is so clever.
I still remember that she teach me how to differentiate demand and supply curve and how price changes will effect those curves.
She is really really patient.
Sometimes when I don't understand what the lecturer is teaching in Melbourne and don't really feel like disturbing my friends, I kinda miss her very much.

Miss those times when we were forced to consult our lecturer or tutor,
we will stand by outside the office and push each other to knock on the door and walk in the office.
Miss those times when I get mad, I'll get to eat my favorite waffle with peanut butter and chocolate.
Miss those times when I go to Klang without my mum's permission just to have a nap on her bed.
Tho everytime I'll be really stressed up worrying that my mum will call up anytime.
And after wandering around Klang, she'll drop me to the KTM station and I'll take the KTM back to the Subang Jaya station and take the Mini Bus back to Pyramid and walk back to uni.
Wow, thinking back this makes me feel that I really do have the energy to run here and there just for a nap on a bed.
I even accompanied her for a whole afternoon just for the sake of a dentist appointment. Haha!
I miss everything.
Everything during Year 1.
Tho my life now is not that bad.
But sometimes when something triggers your heart, you'll miss all those old fun moments.

Thanks for visiting me in Melbourne.
And thanks for accepting me for who I am.
Do you know why everytime I will thank you when I'm serious?
Cause sometimes I feel that, without you, I won't have achieved what I had now.
I might not have the opportunity to study in Melbourne Uni and might not be one of the members of Golden Key.
There's so many things that I might not be able to achieve if you were not there.
Thank you girl.

I really do appreciate you as a bestie.
Sorry for throwing in all the tantrums all these while.
And thanks for bearing my bad temper.
Maybe we've changed. But think about the brighter side.
Maybe we've changed for a better future.

I'll keep my word. Won't let any stupid rumors start anymore.
Stay happy, like a Rainbow.

Love you sua de, Cheah Cheah Cheah, Bazang, pig head and our dearest Rainbow mama. :)
Let's keep this friendship going.
It is still a long journey to go.
Let's keep going, on and on and on.
From your Winnie daughter. :)

Random

Went for badminton with his favorite friend.
Was kinda awkward at start but it is still fun tho.
Finally get to de-stress through exercising.
It's been such a long time since I last exercise.
Great to feel the sweat all over my body.
Felt healthy.
And happy of course. :)

Thanks for fetching and dropping me from and to my house.
Sometimes I felt so bad troubling you to come all the way from your place.
But what to do....... :(
Parents still doesn't allow me to drive.
BOO. :(

Did not warm up before playing badminton and end up straining my right hand's muscle.
Rawr... My right hand hurts so much now. Aiks.
But will definitely have a good sleep tonight. :)

Puppies kinda like him.
Naww....... :)

Okay, Serious matters now..
Two more assignments, one presentation and another mid term to go.
Can't wait for prom night to come.
Can't wait to see my handsome boy in suits. :)
Life just have so many things to look forward for. :)