面对

害怕的不是即将面对的抉择.
害怕的是, 全世界对自己信心满满的, 我却都令他们失望了.
害怕的是看见他们那失望的表情.

不是表现得不惶恐.
而是觉得自己是时候面对事实了.
自己做错事, 就得去承担那个后果.
管他的.. 给人瞧不起还是什么.
路是自己走的.
别人瞧不起, 唾弃你, 你还是得自己继续往前走.

亲爱的你. 谢谢你给我一个次机会去实践我的梦想.
也许像你说的一样.
没有那么大个头, 就别去戴那么大顶的帽.
谢谢你曾经给我的那次机会.
我自认为我有好好把握但抱歉, 令你们失望了.

这是我人生中, 活了二十年来,
这次暂时是跌落最谷底中的谷底的时候.
感谢那些一路陪我走过这些难熬的日子.
你们都是很棒的家人朋友.

虽然短暂拥有, 但依然快乐.
知足. 感恩.

亲爱的你们. 谢谢了.
与你们在一起的时间虽然短暂, 但日子过得很充实很快乐.
感谢我遇见了你们.
谢谢你们在课业上的帮忙与支持.
要好好加油. :)

Dookie

Traveled from Southern Cross to Benella by V-Line to attend my winter course.

Australia in the wine world.

Cool right?

Squeezy but happy journey.

Enjoyed the scenery.

The scenery outside the window. 

Slept for almost the whole journey.

Ugh. My weakness.

Once I get on to the train, bus, tram or whatever, I will start to fall asleep.

 First dinner at Dookie.

Steak, pasta, potato salad, and white or red wine.

BBQ'ed by our lecturer.

Yummy!

Our lecturer's pup!

Its a Labrador.

It is so adorable!

Wherever my lecturer is, it will be there. 

Tonight's dinner.

Yummy! 

But am already starving at this hour.

Should have brought over some tim-tam as supper.

This course is an intensive course.

Busy one.

Class will be starting from 8.30a.m tomorrow and ends at 7.30p.m.

Ugh.

Tiring.

I miss my family much. 

Something is bothering me.

I hate this feeling.

Night peeps.

Winnie.

Complicated exams

The view from my apartment window.

Reminds me about mama. :)

When I saw the red sky when I'm small

I used to tell mama

'Today is god's birthday!!'

And now. 

Imma big girl.

In this complicated world...

I miss those times when we were small.
Innocent minds.
The world seems to be simple to us. Just like 1+1.
The more we grow, the more complicated it is.
Things around us changed. More and more complicated.
EXAMS too. :(

Take a look at the exam hall.

I remember I took this photo after finishing my Corporate Law paper.

THIS is only PART OF THE CANDIDATES.

Scary huh. 

Stress.

3000+ candidates in an exam hall.

One more paper left.

My nightmare paper. Accounting Transaction & Analysis.

Stress ACCUMULATED from Day 1 till now.

You can't imagine how stress am I.

Argh..

Hope everything goes well.

And hope that I can still continue to stay here till I finish my degree.

Oh! God bless!

SHOWING OFF MY BABE.

I'm gonna be home in 2 weeks time!

Can't wait to hug my family and of course my baby pups!!

I MISS YOU GUYS.

That's all for today.

Gonna continue practicing my Accounting. :(

Loads of love to my family. LOVE LOVE LOVE. ♥

E.X.A.M

Finished reading two subjects, Micro-economic & Corporate Law.
To HER. Why back-stab people when you don't get anything in return?
Even if you get anything in return, you SHOULD NOT back-stab people.
For god's sake, please stop doing all these childish things.

Hard core-ing with these girls.
They are hard working & clever.
Thanks for helping me out.
Thanks for everything.
Especially teaching me my poor accounting.

Stupid?

Everyone learn and become smarter and smarter.
'Stupid' is nothing. Is just because that you haven't learn.
You'll be clever some day.
This is how I persuade myself I guess?

Exam is coming soon.

Winter is coming soon too.

Sun rises and sun sets.
Days past.
But bruise still hurts.

Sometimes I wish I could just fast forward time just to see if in the end it's all worth it.

Tired of feeling lost.

APA assignment, which is the last assignment is finally done!
Celebrating at Rose Garden tomorrow.
Hope the marks will be okay.

Felt kinda lost when I receive Char's watsapp.

Don't know what should I do.
I'm lost.
And I'm sick of this kinda feeling.
Tired of feeling lost.....

Last assignment for this sem.

Hardworking me. 

Was busy doing the APA assignment for the whole week I guess?

Was busy doing Econs assignment previously.

Well.. Last assignment for this sem. Hopefully, everything will go well.

Was quite relieved and satisfied with all assignment's result. 

RAINBOW CHEAH is acting very weird today.

WONG GAGA, I miss you although we don't contact each other everyday. :)

Exam is approaching.

Wish me all the best.

Skateboarders favorite spot.

Was kinda worry.

.......

I miss home...

I wonder if you hurt like me. You will then know how deep is the pain... and how long the pain lasts...