人生过程.

Miss Melbourne badly once I touch down.

Miss the weather, the food, my single bed, my small apartment and etc.

Well well, what to do.

Start to work as a full time Maria since I reach home.

L.I.F.E.

What should I change it to?
What's next?
Time to get back my HD I guess? :)

Although I'm busy doing things like a Maria, my brain is still way too free.
Too free to think nonsense.

在这一段人生旅途中, 我们难免会作出错的决定.
也许错的决定当中, 有一个是自己最后悔的, 每天不停地惭愧的.
但既然事情已经发生了, 不能回头了, 那就只有往前看了.

其实这次回来, 除了看开些, 我还能做些什么?
我不是一个乐观的人.
但既然环境所逼, 也不得不看开些.
有谁在人生的每个阶段里不曾挫败过?
最重要是跌倒了要懂得站回起来.
不是吗?

在澳洲的一年里, 其实学会了很多东西.
看清, 认清了很多事实. 过程中, 受伤是必然的吧.

我相信, 每个伤疤都代表着成长的一些过程吧.
多一条疤, 就代表你长大了一些些. 对不? :)

乐观. 乐观. 再乐观.
我要做个开心的小孩子. :)

L.I.F.E

Too lazy to edit all these pictures.
Trying my best to enjoy my last few days in Melbourne.
Trying hard to remember every moment, every sight and feel when I'm still here in Melbourne.
Trying really hard.
Trying really hard to pull back my tears upon thinking going back is the only option I have.
Trying really hard. Really really hard to stay strong.

Firstly, I wanna thank my big sis for being here.
Thanks for solving everything here.
Thanks for everything. :)
I'm really grateful to have such a wonderful sis.
Honestly, I'm really lucky to have you. :)

Secondly,
Have a safe flight, Celine and Alex! :)

 

Thirdly,
Although we do have loads of conflict while staying together, I do enjoy screaming, laughing and giggling together with you on our conversation and all.
OLDEST friend. :D
Thanks for helping me and bear my weird temper for the one whole year.
Sometimes on certain things we argued, argued and argued..
But I guess I'll miss the way we argue things bah? Hiak hiak. :)

Fourthly,
Praying hard that you'll recover as soon as possible.
Please wake up soon girl..
I'll pray really hard for you... :')

Lesson learnt.
#Should not ignore people for no reason, you'll never know what will happen to her/ him the next second. Don't make yourself regret.

Friendship. You'll know what it looks like when you are in deep trouble.

Lesson

骗子从来都不会说自己说谎.
只是会有人单纯到去相信.
成长过程中的一部分吧?
受伤后, 就该学会保护好自己一些吧.

Gaga, 会好起来的.
时间, 给点时间来.
一切都会被淡忘掉.
Cheers my dear! This is L.I.F.E! :)

It's okay, take it as a lesson

You'll be fine. :)

Aim

Hello 2013. Wanna be a better person this year.
Gonna list down what I wanna do and change for this brand new year. :)

1. Study hard and get my HD back. At least 2? (Maybe? Probably? MUST!)
2. Practice piano once a week.
3. Practice Chinese Zitar once a week.
4. Stop sticking on to my phone.
5. Tolerance.
6. Be more optimistic.
7. Smile more, cry less.
8. Exercise once a week.
9. Don't trust people that easily. (Stop being FOOLED!)
10. Ignore gossips. (Live my own life lol.)
11. Be more mature.
12. Sleep early, wake up early.

Lesson learnt during 2012.

• Friendship is not that important I guess. Family will always support you no matter what. No matter how hard you fall, they will not leave you alone. Of course they will nag or scold us but in the end, they are the one who hold you and keep you from falling apart. They will NEVER ignore you and share your happiness.
• Should not trust people that easily. Daddy was right. I'm still so ignorant at this age lol. 
• Remember how DEMEANOR works.

Dear Winnie, stay strong please. You'll get through it and you'll gonna be a stronger person. You can do it! Cheers! :)

Friendship :)

Thanks for coming my dear.

And I'm glad that you believe me. You know what I mean.  :)
Had a really fun time with you here in Melbourne.
Will remember those crazy moments.
Woke up at 4.30am and jog to St Kilda Road, vomit along Yarra River...
Friends are those who will stand beside you and give you a hand when you fall, give you courage when you need, suggest useful solutions when you are stuck between choices and decisions, advise you when you lost your mind, cry and laugh together with you, shout and stare at each other for fun and more...
And this is it, you, my friend, Rainbow Cheah! :)
All the best in a brand new year my dear!
Will gonna be a better person in 2013.

It's not the quantity that matters, but the quality that matters.

Real friends won't distant themselves from you when you fall. 

By the way, changed my hairstyle.
New year, new hairstyle.
BUT..
I know it looks way too kiddo.
Too young and cute hairstyle that don't really suit me.
Gahh...
Dear fringe, please grow faster. :(

Life, fated.

There's a saying that doomsday will fall on the 21st of December.

But everyone survived and nothing happened.

Well, I don't know if it's good or bad but life still goes on and on right?

Have nothing to do this holiday.

Well, holiday is always boring but short. You'll miss it when it comes to an end.

Will be busy packing up my things soon and head back to Malaysia on the 28th of January 2013.

Withdrawing from Melbourne Uni.

Maybe everything is fated.

Fated to be that way.

Who cares if it is fated or not? Life still goes on.

Who cares if you are tired or not? Heads up and just keep on walking.

Who cares if you are dying or not? Time ticks and never come back.

Who cares?

Might be facing all those peer pressure back in Malaysia.

But everyone will forget about it. Not now, but eventually.

I've grown during this holiday.

Much more mature than before.

Learnt a lot of things during this short holiday.

Life is all about a process of learning and growing.

It's only a transition period right now.

Everything will be alright. Not now but eventually.

Have faith in fate. And stay strong.

杂

谢谢你这几天来的陪伴.

以为假期会是一个人独自度过, 但很庆幸有一班朋友的陪伴. 

谢谢了. 

不会忘记在这个假期里所做的疯狂事情.

凌晨去等日出, 等等等.. :)

那些疯狂到来又美好的回忆, 应该没那么容易被遗忘吧.

真的很开心认识你们.