Sometimes I do feel like everything is just like a dream.
The last second I was in Melbourne and the next second I'm back here, in Malaysia.
I talked about Melbourne a lot.
But eventually, the frequency will drop from 10 to 1.
This is life I guess.
Life is not Mc Donald drive-thru.
Everything takes time.
So. I will eventually get better and better.
Memories won't fade.
But I'll choose to keep the good ones and be more optimistic.

To you my friend, I might be a little bit too sensitive.
But I really did felt some changes in you.

一个人越是炫耀什么   越是说明内心缺少什么.

这句话    教会我   做人该低调些
无论对谁   都一样
好朋友   也是如此

Nick Vujicic

Finally have the chance to see Nick Vujicic in person.

His talk was awesome, inspiring and touching.

Really do encourage people to go to the talk.

Some of his points really do hit on me, like what I'm going through.

• If you have to let a dream die, let it die. But don't let it kill you.

Hope to go for his talk if there is another chance. :)

Awesome talk accompanied by James.
Thanks thanks thanks. :)

Unlucky Day

Today is such an unlucky day.

Forgot to bring student ID to uni.

Thought that will not be able to get the free ticket for Nick Vujicic's talk.

But luckily Jen Wen was there.

She redeemed the ticket for me. Thank her so much! :)

Then. Watched a movie with James today.

Unbeatable. Mygod. Awesome movie. :)

Walked back from Pyramid and wanted to accompany James for dinner at Lunch Box.

But stupid me left my student ID at home and the security stopped me from going over.

Security is kinda strict nowadays. Even driving license is not acceptable. :(

So he accompanied me again, till An came.

Thank him so much for his accompany.

Feel bad cause I can see how tired he was.

But, ya. Thanks James. :)

I think I'm getting old.

I can feel the pain from my knee cap while we walked down the stairs in the cinema. :(

Oh my. Old Winnie. :(

Another movie ticket collected. :)

Positive.

Sun set view from Monash.
Accompanied by James again today.
Is like, finally, have someone to stick with.
He is kind, friendly and ya, someone you'll feel comfortable while talking to.
Too bad, this is his last semester.
But ya, it is always good to have someone rather than being alone.
Two is always better than one right? :)

If life gives you a hundred reason to cry, show life that you have a thousand or millions of reason to smile.
Talking to James makes me feel that everything will be fine.
Thank you. :)

Yayy. Have plans tomorrow.
Gonna line up to get free ticket for Nick Vujicic's talk with James followed by lunch and movie after class ends.
Unbeatable! I'm coming! :)
At least, my uni life is not that bad I guess?
Let's try really hard to stay positive. :)

'Fear not' is mentioned 365 times throughout the Bible. One for each day. - Nick Vujicic.

Life would be amazing.

 Life would be amazing if we don't have to study and can travel wherever we want, eat whatever we wish to and do whatever we dream to.

I miss the weather back in Melbourne.

The icy-windy-dry cold weather there. 

 I miss the day when we sat along Yarra River and count down for New Year.

 I miss those time when both of us pose like a model in the middle of the road just to take those awesome and memorable picture.

 I miss those road trips. 

Those awesome sceneries.

Those fabulous mood and my freedom.

 With you my favorite friend.

With my favorite cup of hot chocolate.

And the perfect sunny and windy day.

At my favorite place. St Kilda.

The scenery is always the best.

Whenever I'm really down.

I miss Melbourne badly.

I miss my small apartment.

I miss my single bed.

I miss my lazy weekends.

I miss gym-ing.

I miss lying on my couch doing nothing.

I miss my time walking to the city just for a copy of free newspaper.

I miss walking to uni with earphones.

I miss waiting outside my apartment for the tram.

I miss window shopping along Lygon Street.

I miss lingering around the bookstore in Lygon.

I miss the awesome Korean rice wine in Joomak.

I miss the awesome Gelato everywhere in Melbourne.

I miss the hot chocolate during the icy cold weather.

I miss the penguins.

I miss the beach.

I miss everything.

Back in Melbourne.

At least.

I don't have to rely on others to live.

I miss my freedom.

And the trust given.

:')

Communicate

So. I tried to start a conversation with this guy in the lecture hall today during the 5 minutes break for Managerial Economics.
Great talk tho it was only a few minutes chat.
Did not manage to get his name and ya, he left the lecture hall before lecture ends.
So, I think I can't get my Business In Asia's important points now. Sigh.
Should've got his number during the break. Hmm.

As usual, I camp in the library till sis rang me up.
Well, while I was on the way out to the main gate, I saw a bunch of friends who bumped into each other and talked and laughed happily.
Sigh. How I wish I can have a bunch of friends to eat, study and talk with in uni just like how I used to have in Sunway and Melbourne.
But yea, I'm still all alone in uni now if you bump in me.

Oh well well, will keep trying to communicate with people around me I guess.
Will work really hard to get back my confidence.
So, let's start with my contemporary dance class this Friday.
So excited!! After so many years I'm still so into Modern dance.
Can't wait to start my dance class.

Fighting Winnie. :)

Let her go - Passenger

Well you only need the light when it's burning low 

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
And you let her go 

Staring at the bottom of your glass 
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last 
But dreams come slow and they go so fast 
You see her when you close your eyes 
Maybe one day you'll understand why 
Everything you touch surely dies 

Staring at the ceiling in the dark 
Same old empty feeling in your heart 
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast 
Well you see her when you fall asleep 
But never to touch and never to keep 
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep